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breathless.
Monday, Nov. 18, 2002 - 10:33 pm Now Playing: Shiner "The Egg" My back hurts really, really bad. It's worse than it's ever been. It was hurting so bad when I got to work today that I literally couldn't breathe. This fucking sucks. And I can't really afford the doctor right now, so I'll just have to wait this out. I saw Rye Coaltion Friday night with Juawana and like 10 other people, and they were fucking GREAT! So loud, so much energy. So intense. I was completely blown away. My buddy finally sent me the Sparta "Wiretap Scars" LP, and it fucking kills. I'd love to see how the material comes off live. I still like ATDI and The Mars Volta better though. I got laid Saturday night. Finally. Jesus, it had been like a month. Fuck that shit. My friend Chris who's been having the marital problems tried to kill himself Friday night by throwing himself out of a moving car. Thankfully he lived, but he's in the hospital and he's pretty beat up. Doctors won't let him leave because of the hemmhoraging in his head. HIS FUCKING HEAD?!?!?!?!?! That means he could die at any second. Keep your fingers crossed for him, and for his baby boy, Memphis. Beck and the Flaming Lips Friday night. Beck and the Flaming Lips Friday night. Beck and the Flaming Lips Friday night. Holy shit. How fucking cool will this show be????? I'm really in need of a legal defense fund, so I think I'm going to throw myself a benefit concert. Seriously. This "Ryan has no money for a lawyer" thing is totally lame. I take a small book of CDs to work everyday now. I've grown tired of the 5 good CDs we have in the box. Here's what's been in my CD booklet for the past week: Chokebore "It's a Miracle," & "A Taste For Bitters," Weezer "Pinkerton," Sunndy Day Real Estate "Diary," Toadies "Hell Below, Stars Above," The Dismemberment Plan "Change," Fugazi "The Argument," Hum "You'd Prefer An Astronaut," Lifter "Melinda (Everything Was Beautiful & Nothing Hurt)," No Motiv "And The Sadness Prevails," Modest Mouse "The Moon and Antarctica," Jawbreaker "Bivouac," Jawbox "Jawbox," Commander Venus "The Uneventful Vacation," Built To Spill "There's Nothing Wrong With Love," Beatsteaks "Launched," Sparta "Wiretap Scars," Rocket From The Crypt "Live From Camp X-Ray," Ben Kweller "Sha Sha," The Drama "Divide Ep." I think I've cursed much more in this entry than my previous entries. I have a filthy fucking mouth, don't I? I skipped out on a birthday party tonight because I'm not feeling very social. I haven't been very social at all lately. Not since the incident. I've been thinking alot about Kelsey lately and I don't know why. I don't like thinking about her. We got a sweet gig DJing the Blue Man Group staff holiday party in a couple of weeks. We also got the gig DJing the Nintendo Cube Club event on Saturday. Good money, free Snapple, and video games. What more could you ask for? Actually, I'm not really into video games. I still don't like Eminem. And I'm bummed that his movie made so much money in it's opening weekend. This will only encourage him to make more movies in the future. I hate Dave Matthews too. And his crappy little band of retards. I wish I could go just one day without having to hear one of their songs. I'm hungry. "...and I can't stop laughing..."
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